@AnimeToast things will get better for ya. I have come to realize a very important truth in life. Life has it's mountain top experiences, as well as it's valley experiences. Your mountain top will begin again. Hang in there. Take care and stay safe.
I am sure you have a friend or two who fits this description. Just as I am sure you are for them. A brighter day is coming. Always remember, Hope is a friend, doubt is an enemy. Wish you well.