@Jazzlynn172005 sorry about the way you are feeling right now. If music is not uplifting you, then perhaps walking through the horse barn to visit with the animals may help take your mind off your negative situation. Even if it's just temporary. Animals have a way to help us forget our misery.
Wish you the best @Jazzlynn172005 take care and stay safe.
@Jazzlynn172005 I'm glad you had a fun time with your friend. Friends are an important part of our lives. When we find a good friend we should nurture that friendship. I hope you continue to have good times with those important to you. Peace! ✌️