Good Thursday afternoon dear friend. The fall of 2008 was my darkest valley, one of the darkest times that I have ever experienced in my life. I did not have a support group, my family had always looked to me for support and as a steady post. They were at a loss when my darkness came calling upon me. My glimpse of hope, my glimpse of survival came the moment I was going to end it for good, just as my older brother Donnie had accomplished back in October of 2019. But it wasn't meant to be. GOD is real that is why I'm still here, for some unknown reason he spared me from self-destruction, from self-eradication. I witnessed a miracle of healing when I was 15, my ex-girlfriend's 8-year-old sister was on her death bed and doctors had told her parents to go home and start funeral and burial arrangements for their daughter. But GOD had a different plan, instead, she woke up asking for food, and she was not ever supposed to wake again. She went home two days later just as healthy as any normal 8-year-old, she was supposed to be in a casket. That miracle I witnessed GOD wanted me to know HE is just as real for me as HE was and is for that little girl Nichole (Who now has a family of her own). You see my dear friend, not all hope is lost when we don't see any hope. GOD opened my eyes and my HEART to show me that there is no greater hope for man, woman, or whoever else you may see yourself as than the HOPE that HE is for me, for you, and for this sick world. Give HIM that chance to be your HOPE as HE did for me. I wanted out, I wanted it to end, and I did, but HE decided against it. My dear friend, it never has to become that hopeless for you, so grab hold of the greatest HOPE that I have now, and you will see what I say is true. And to answer your question, my dear friend, no! No, I do not know why GOD spared me and not my brother Donnie eleven years later. Just as Nichole does not know why GOD spared her and not other 8-year-old beautiful children. But I know GOD is real...See for yourself... Have a great Thursday dear friend, take care and GOD bless...
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